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i take drugs from the internet
and i’ve been feeling, feeling better
i take drugs from the internet
and even though my body
isn’t really what is standard
i’m told i’m gonna like it anyway
i’m changing
i’m by design
i’ve got a new body
and that body is mine
i’m gonna feel like
a brand new marble statue
i’m different
and i’m tryna be
if i wanted one thing
then i’d wanna be me
i’m gonna feel like
a brand new marble statue
i take drugs from the internet
and i’ve been feeling, feeling better
i take drugs from the internet
the closest thing to power
i can get to on this planet
i can change the colour of my blood
i’m changing
i’m by design
i’ve got a new body
and that body is mine
i’m gonna feel like
a brand new marble statue
i’m different
and i’m tryna be
if i wanted one thing
then i’d wanna be me
i’m gonna feel like
a brand new marble statue
you can just do it if it sounds cool to you
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LCS - Deface The Cards
03:36
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Monday Mornings I sleeping in Dreaming of things we’ll do in spring after I’ve taken several shots
Piled pillows in your room matching pajamas sailor moon we’re all together until we’re knot
It’s been one two times before i been invited but there’s more times of the other than I can name
But I’d always step away claiming my body as the one thing that I could safely blame
I BLAME MY CAR … for running out of gas
It’s not that cute, mostly annoying
Maybe in spring things will start to change
I’d rather stand in place bearing the weight that i can brace than give you my hand to hold
Then I’ll give away my hat my gloves my jacket that I love as your look starts getting cold
And I can read a room until it says you want me too then I start to feel the doubt
Just tell me what you want and then I’ll finally know where I can lay down
It’s not that cute, mostly annoying
That’s just how, I’ve always felt
Maybe in spring things will start to change
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clap your hands on the ones and threes
down at the singalong jamboree
and come and stay awhile with me
at the singalong jamboree
i’ll meet you there by the old oak tree
you can sing like a bird or hum like a bee
but we’ll be there i guarantee
at the singalong jamboree
well i don’t drink beer and i don’t smoke weed
down at the singalong jamboree
cause i got everything i need
at the singalong jamboree
well we live up north by the rolling sea
there’s water in the river and the food is free
as long as you’ve got a mouth to feed
at the singalong jamboree
oh they might come through with a big army
down at the singalong jamboree
and they might command us all to leave
at the singalong jamboree
but they won’t stay for long you’ll see
when we sing out what we believe
and they will turn and let us be
at the singalong jamboree
we don’t care about your money or your college degree
down at the singalong jamboree
there ain’t no banks or ivy league
at the singalong jamboree
set aside your pedigree
and stay until you’re good to leave
we’ll be here a while indeed
at the singalong jamboree
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eat my bones
and throw me prone
wring your neck
as you try to peck out my eyes
crack my skull
and make it full
a vulture's soup bowl from the blood you stole
lammergeier
lammergeier
lammergeier
lammergeier
i see you squawking your little head off
are there bones in it? do you need to cough?
you best stop talking to me overgrown parrot
talon to talon beak to beak it's apparent
that you don't respect me
that i don't respect you
i don't even want you to
i don't even like you
lammergeier
lammergeier
lammergeier
lammergeier
you're circling me
just waiting for me to die
you'll have your feast in time
lammergeier
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VigilantBaker - Martha
05:16
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We ended the storm again
But the storm isn’t done
I still remember
You won’t be the last one
Those won’t be your last words
You will speak again
The oaks will remember
Even if we forget
Born in Cincinnati
Stuck in a cage
You were one of a kind
You were the end of an age
We all came to see you
To pay our respects
To see the finale
A pilgrimage to our debts
The oaks will remember
Because trees can’t forget
But if I opened the door for you
You won’t see your friends
They’re all just shadows
Or notes on a page
But if the sun is low, and the shadows grow
We could begin a new age
These won’t be your last words
You will speak again
The oaks still remember
You will be born again
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amadis - Liminal
04:52
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My heart is a liminal space
Passions passing through
on their way
to some other place
Time is so strange here, still
feel like a stranger, I'm
trying to regain my footing
Find a path to better days
Follow the roots, see how deep they go
I'll wear the moon as a halo
That familiar crescent blade
Feel it hanging in wait
Longing for that thread to break
"Who were you before you became?"
A voice in a dream whispered a name
Half awake I can still hear the humming
We're only ourselves, becoming
Late night reflections
Questioning all I've sown
Gardens far overgrown
Open door beckons
Satellites stitching through
nights so swiftly
Memories redshifting to
Dim recollections
The skies will part and undo the undone
I'll hold the stars burning on my tongue
Still I'm filled with hollow hunger
For the echoes of thunder
For the waves to pull me under
"Who were you before you became?"
A voice in a dream whispered a name
Half awake I can still hear the humming
We're only ourselves, becoming
Silver-gilt blessings
Fingernails dressed with dirt
Dig down into the earth
Little black crescents..
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Rosie Drown - Insistence
01:57
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Walk away from me
Let me sleep in peace
I don’t want to know
What you say you know
What you say know
Stay out of my head
Let me rest forever
Stay away I am cold
Warm by the fire
Charged with desire
Don’t tell me what’s in my head
I don’t want to know
Let it bleed all over the carpet
Red just like the snow
Red just like the snow
Fight my way back home
Back from this place
You got in my head
You can’t come in again
You can’t come in again
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quotient - Sea Of Desire
07:22
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so tired
another corpse for the pyre
another body retired
i can no longer feel the blood inside my veins
so decayed
another frame worn and weakened
a plea for help without speaking
i'm losing track of how to overcome myself
so empty
of all the feelings to tempt me
for all the things that resent me
can't feel the muscles twitching underneath my skin
so hollow
another sequence to follow
another poison to swallow
can't recognize myself inside the mirror man
the ghosts shall call my name amid the flames
and tame me
we know each other's shame we're all the same
they've claimed me
so insecure
it never hurts like it did before
another illness without a cure
the ghosts are singing opera right outside my door
so unstable
a most uncomfortable label
a setting quickly disabled
i'm looking for a way to reassert my will
so disconnected
an error never corrected
a payment never collected
i now can pass through walls and float above the floor
so fleeting
a sea of goodbyes but no greeting
an army always retreating
i feel the most at home amid the quiet dark
the ghosts shall call my name amid the flames
and tame me
we know each other's shame we're all the same
they've claimed me
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i dont think
you understand
just how fine im doing
i know i sleep late
and vent on twitter
but could a depressed person do this?
sometimes
i see myself in the mirror
and decide to go
back to bed
but you know
some things
were never meant to be
ooo
i dont think
i can live like this
for much longer
i try my best to
stay together
but could a depressed person do this?
i try
to see myself in the best light
to not be like this
all the time
but you know
some things
were never meant to be
ooo
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zack.ry - sad songs
04:10
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i know i’m fine
but when i try
to write anything it comes out sad
oh it always comes out sad
i knew pain
at too young an age
is that why i don’t know how to
make art that’s not so blue
there’s a part of me that wishes
that i would grow to forget who i was
but even the thought of losing him
is too much to bear cause he made it through so much
so i’ll try
to find a silver line
life’s going good
and i know i should
be focused on what’s going right
but i look back at darker times
i get so mad
whenever i’m sad
my neutral is south of everyone
i promise i like to have fun
there’s a part of me that wishes
that i would grow to forget who i was
but even the thought of losing him
is too much to bear cause he made it through so much
so i’ll try
to find a silver line
i’m who i am today
cause of what i went through yesterday
i’m happy now but i can’t
outrun the frown that used to be my friend
there’s only memories that
separate me from those bad dreams
i don’t know if i will ever
make it to a place where i will
put some ink on paper find it
leaves a smile on your face
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you laid down in the web
lost yourself among the golden threads
can't you see the stars in flames
flowing through your veins like ice and fire
the moon ascends
fate spilling from your eyes again
flowing down your soft cheeks
like teardrops in the ocean
a small wound in the sky
a quick twist of the knife
are you dying, or just waking from a dream
are you dying, or just waking from a
are you dying, or just waking from a
unweave the threads one by one
shed your skin and bare your soul
embrace the night and be undone
forge your fate and take control
a black moon in the sky
a rusted blade buried inside
are you dying, or just waking from a dream
are you dying, or just waking from a
wipe away your tears
it's time to start again
you laid down in the web
lost yourself among the golden threads
can't you see the stars in flames
flowing through your veins like ice and fire
the moon ascends
fate spilling from your eyes again
flowing down your soft cheeks
like teardrops in the ocean
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